Sunday, April 23, 2006

being scared

So how do i write how scared i am in words. its going ot be so horrible the first week, it will be like comming of a drug, slow and painful. how will i get through it i have no idea all i know is that i will. i am strong enough to do this!!! i just have to keep telling myself that i guess. 3 months is a long time. i know that i should be talking ot luke about this but i fear that he does not really understand what im really going through how can he when i cant put it into words. I hate what im doing to him, myself and our daughter but i just cant stop...


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